2021.10.21 01:24 Phonicmanx ¿Cuál es el famoso/influencer que peor te cae?
2021.10.21 01:24 AwktheWalk Being called ugly
I'm going through a dark spot today so bare with me:
Don't get me wrong. I love my life and the people in it. It's just that I've never fit in and whenever I even get remotely close to being happy everybody leaves. Sometimes I wonder if I was a different person the world would like me more. I always feel so ugly. No matter what I know that there's always that weighing me down. You wouldn't believe the alienation I have experienced because of my appearance. If I could, I don't know if I'd choose my life or change it all. Sometimes, I wonder if I had never been born maybe everyone would be happier. Somedays I feel kinda beautiful, others I'm just a walking unlikable man-beast wallowing through life. My worst is when I feel like I've disappointed everyone.
I have been called ugly by so many people but I don't even want them to take it back. I just want to have the illusion that I'm pretty. I want to feel normal.
I know I'm ugly. When you tell me I'm ugly I know. You are #85.
You are better than me and you may get an easier time than me because of it. I understand. I get that and I hope that you are chill with life and such. I see a man when I look in the mirror.
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2021.10.21 01:24 faribo1720 Just played my first game, looking for Aids
Just played my first game. Setup and the First turn took HOURS. It was fine though because we really wanted to get things right so we learned right. But I really wish I had Aids (pun intended, praise Nurgle) to help keep me organized.
What are some cool tools and aids you can recommend?
I really wish I had an easier reference than checking Battlescribe on my phone for my units, also my secondary objectives. I wish we had the Mission rules in front of us as well since we frequently flipped back to it during scoring. Maybe just a quick rules or reference sheet?
Also what cool accessories are there to make the game easier?
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2021.10.21 01:24 stitchisgay How do I stop feeling like this
Hey I’ve posted on here before about a similar topic but because of that and some other stuff I’m really struggling if you want to go back and read go for it it might provide some context (me f18, my brother m20 my mom f45 my dad m50)
Today I was talking with my mom about Halloween and my dad and brother were sitting on the other couch in our living room. I was basically just talking about what are we doing complaining slightly but it’s just a joke between me and my mom I don’t really complain it’s sort of like a complaining about something that doesn’t matter to either of us dramatizing the situation she finds it funny so do I (shit like how are we supposed to celebrate Halloween if we don’t have a 20 foot inflatable pumpkin on the yard I don’t want this it is just a joke) everything I said even when I said I wasn’t serious about it my brother made negative and just wanted to be rude to be rude (things like are you really that stupid who needs an inflatable pumpkin for Halloween) I ended up ignoring him while he made these Comments and then I did pull a bit of a rude move when he asked what he should be I said the grinch because he’s acting like one he got upset stood up started walking away and called me an attention seeker and I heard him call me a pitiful bitch but he says he didn’t say that (my mom had left the room slightly prior to make dinner she heard the negative comments but not this one my dad was there for this one though and said nothing) so when he got back and made another rude comment I called him an asshole and then I was told off for being rude to him so everything he had done that night didn’t matter but my rude comment did.
Either way it turned into a full blown argument where I sat mostly in silence as he yelled and got aggressive and told me I had no friends no job no life and that he was sorry for me and my psychotic self and that I should just leave and make everyone’s lives easier because I never want to talk or agree with him and how every argument is my fault and he never does anything wrong and all he does is air his opinions and if I don’t like it that’s not his problem.
During this my mom didn’t really defend me she got angry at my brother but not for him being mean to me but for him being rude and aggressive to her. (Backstory important here my mom worked A LOT when I was little I have barely any everyday memories of her she would do important things for holidays and summer every now and again but my dad was really my mvp growing up until I was 10 when he sort of ditched from my life he was still around but I guess because I could do things for myself and didn’t need an adult to drive me to school or make my breakfast he sort of just left he was still at home he just didn’t bother with me anymore and only at 13 did my mom really enter a parent role in my life) she of course got fed up and just said she was going to leave because no one cared about her so she should just go back home ( not leaving anything out the convo is still hugely a let’s talk shit about me convo but she turned it on her) which made me break down because I’ve already been abandoned.
I know this is a terrible situation I’m sort of putting up with it until I can get out get some needed mental help a job a license a car etc but I’m struggling with feelings of depression again I went through some really dark times in the past and I’m feeling the numbness and constant tiredness and just hopelessness again and I don’t know what to do I can’t leave I’ve been trying to get an appointment with a doctor but I’ve never been to one before and do setting it all up is confusing and makes me really anxious I don’t have any actual like adults I trust that I can talk to and while it hurts to say my brother is right he is I don’t have any close friends
I don’t know what to do I’ve tried the text lines for this sort of thing but they just make me feel worse and like I can’t be honest but if I called I’d cry and I know it.
What the hell do I do I don’t want to feel anymore
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2021.10.21 01:24 Cody_Hemlock Rise, Naianasha (Cut the Cord)
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2021.10.21 01:24 zucktray Wait what-😀
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2021.10.21 01:24 icecharmeleon I never understood why my parents never wanted to buy me a psp through middle school and high school....yet when I turned 18 I was able to buy a brand new psp bundle on my first ever paycheck 😤
2021.10.21 01:24 remadema I (18f) and my long distance bf (19f) aren’t allowed to flirt..
So basic info we live few hours apart and we been talking for 3+ months we didn’t really make things official until recently.
We aren’t able to sext or send nudes because it’s basically against our religion, and im wondering how long would it take him until he’s bored from me, because if we were actually able to meet ever now and then that wouldn’t be a problem.
He didn’t mention anything about anything nsfw before but you can imagine the frustration both of us are experiencing.
Im just venting and also seeking advice about how to make out relationship alive and intere for as long as possible.
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2021.10.21 01:24 TheGenuineVictorian Sometimes the immune system... overreacts
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2021.10.21 01:24 __sheldon_cooper__ Why are the AI in championships so SHIT but has a speed of a rocket launcher in duels?
2021.10.21 01:24 ploobadoof NYC question: at what age do children who grow up in NY understand the region, the street names, the subway system, the directions for getting around?
I lived in the suburbs all my life and I am not a man of direction or bearings, and have no idea what the street names are, or the number sign of the major roads I use. If I didn’t have Waze I’d be screwed.
A friend moved to NYC decades and started a family and their kids know directions around NYC. They know the best way to get to 45th and whatever street, by taking this subway route and crossing over this and that taking a Lime scooter. And I’m like how can these kids around this city have these bearings on where they are at their age? Anyone NYC can easily have conversations about street directions. When does the instinct of directions set in?
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2021.10.21 01:24 Bazil2009 Halloween EDM
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2021.10.21 01:24 RagnarAlastor The Earth is SQUARE and it works like Pac-Man
2021.10.21 01:24 asker1114 uneven eyebrows
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2021.10.21 01:24 Bitcoin1x Dank IPRO Memes
2021.10.21 01:24 THARUSHA66 Spider man snotty boy glow up meme
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2021.10.21 01:24 harrysapien I'm afraid to read the comics for fear of Spoiling the animation series. Do the comics detract from your enjoyment of the animated series?
I love Invincible and I've been on the fence as to whether I should get the comics.
So my question for those who have read the comics, do you find you enjoy the animated series less because you've read the comics. Are you constantly saying "They didn't do this... this should be like that...." etc etc.
Similarly, does knowing what will happen detract from your enjoyment of the animated series?
If you had the choice of reading or not reading the comics prior to watching the animation would you choose blissful ignorance to maximize your animation enjoyment?
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2021.10.21 01:24 99swans Why must Njord always return home to Noatun?
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2021.10.21 01:24 jb123hpe Guys who share a hobby with their wives, how is that going?
2021.10.21 01:24 mournfulmoonlight ¿Que tercer idioma seria util para un Hondureño?
Se español (obviamente) e ingles pero estoy considerando aprender un tercer idioma. ¿Que idioma seria util de aprender en un pais como Honduras?
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2021.10.21 01:24 cavalodoclimalixo MAURÍCIO DE SOUZA?!?!?!?! Por favor me digam que a guerra será iniciada. (Ela matou e esquartejou os pais e agora o povo idolatra uma assassina louca).
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2021.10.21 01:24 daniel1882 I am in pain
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2021.10.21 01:24 LOLBOY69_ 🌝🌝🌝
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2021.10.21 01:24 MaximusTheLord13 Status of Hive Fleet Leviathan
As a blood angels player who wants to play Tyranids (horde armies are expensive) The devestation of Baal remains one of my favorite recent lore events. From what I understand, however, Hive Fleet Leviathan as a whole was destroyed by the efforts of the Blood Angels and their successors, the khornate demons under Ka'bandha, and the Indomitus Crusade. Only some small, scattered hive fleets remain in the imperium Nihilus. However, with the new lore on the Octarius sector in the Imperium Sanctus, hive fleet Leviathan is a major player and threatening to be uncontainable. Am i misunderstanding something?
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2021.10.21 01:24 HestiasLament It is so hard for normal people “cis” to have to deal with trans people.
Why can’t trans people just shut up and let cis people mock them in peace. If you don’t want to be constantly demeaned and belittled then don’t be trans! It’s so exhausting for cis people to hear how upset you are for being beaten, murdered, harassed and made fun of all the time. Like just shut up and let cis people be!
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